New Boyfriend

Let me explain a little about my title before I go any further. I feel I started off somewhere other than at the beginning.

New Boyfriend - Alan. Mr Right. He is so patient, fun, openminded, and amazing. He literally doesn't care what ANYBODY thinks of him. I'm just coming out of a four year relationship that wasn't nearly as understanding as what I have now. Alan met me as things were ending, and I think he has some idea about how bad things were. So having a new boyfriend, who is as wonderful about everything as he is, is just something totally unexpected. I didn't know there WERE relationships like we have. When I told Alan about being a PSO, I was so scared. Not only about his reaction to being a sex worker, but I didn't want him to think I had been leading him on. At that point he had seen the worst in me. Having to mislead my current boyfriend so that I could go out was terrible, and I wish I had never had to do it, but it was necessary. When I finally came out with it, he was so loving about it. He was so supportive - he thought it was a great thing! That blew me out of the water entirely - and was one of the exact moments I knew that he was not to be let go, and that he would never be taken for granted. He accepted the ME who no one else knew. For a very long time I had felt as if I wasn't up to par, and couldn't do anything right. When I first had an interest in the industry, I was shamed upon. I felt worthless. All it took was the smile on Alans face when I told him, and it was like all of that negativity and shame I had been experiencing was lifted. It didn't matter - because I was loved no matter what.

Freedom! :)

I made an appointment with my hair stylist for yesterday, planning on just the usual. But when I sat in her chair, she decided today that we should make a change. A BIG change! I have PINK hair!!! :) I've always wanted pink hair. I didn't go as far as Naked Jen I'm still partially brunette. But I love it. I love my stylist so much - she's fantastic. She always has these visions of what to do for me, and they always come out spectacular. It's worth sixty dollars for just a cut when you emerge feeling like a supermodel!

To show off my new hair, I'm headed out for karaoke tonight! I feel like I haven't attended a social gathering in weeks. I'm looking forward to it in a huge way. Alan's friends have been so warm to me, they always make me feel so welcome. Hopefully their enamoured way for me doesn't change when I've had a few drinks. ;)

In other amazing news, I have the house to myself for two weeks! My roomate took his vacation late this year. So for TWO WEEKS I can take calls day and night - 24 hours a DAY!!! :) I'm thrilled. Not only will my calls be perfected, BUT, I can also listen to my Damien Rice CD as loudly as I choose to. And I can watch Dr Phil without being yelled at! I know it's crap television, but it's SUCH GOOD crap! :D Ah, freedom!

xoxx
April

Take the hint. Please. When a phone slut says no, and you keep asking for something, she's not going to suddenly go "okay!" and do it for you. And she's especially not going to give you freebies to stop the harassment.

"Come on baby, let me see you on cam"
"no, sorry, I'm not taking cam calls today, but I will be soon"
"When's soon? An hour?"
"No, not at all today. Sorry. Maybe in a week or two. You'll see that listing online."
"Come on, just a quick peek."
"Sorry, but no."
"come on, let me see those tits"
"mmmm, I love it when someone touches them.."
"yeah, but, let me see them!"
"Sorry darling. "
"can I have some free minutes to see them when you're online?"
"i give free minutes to good callers who leave good feedback, baby"
"can I see you on cam? I'll leave good feedback!"

This caller kept on going like this for eleven minutes. So not only did he not get any sort of sexy conversation, I won't take calls from him anymore. There's very little that I'll say no to when it comes to this job. It just comes with the territory. but when I explain that I'm not doing something, you're not going to convince me otherwise. So just don't try it - it's rude. You may be paying me to talk to you, but I can walk away from you just like any other woman can. And if you annoy me enough, you're not going to get anything out of me.

I'm signed in for calls, but it seems to be a slow day on Niteflirt. The phone rang ONCE, and that was a telemarketer.

I'm going to work on getting some new photo sets done, I think. I've had so many ideas in the past week - I should have written them all down! I just need to find some place outdoors I can run around naked, without the threat of someone running into me. ;) hehe

OH - the boyfriend has now added a picture to his profile! HOT Hot Hot! ;) hehe I introduced him to Six Feet Under last night. The very first season. :) He says he enjoyed it - but I didn't have much luck trying to read his reactions while we watched. I've praised the show to him in the few months that I've known him, for very good reason. I wasn't sure if it would be his "thing," as he's more of a goof than a dramatic guy. But, if he says he liked it, I won't argue with him.

I've spent every night at his place in the past week while I've been on vacation. It's been wonderful - not just for the sex, but just for the intimacy of cuddling, sleeping, waking up along side of him. There are so many times I wake up in the middle of the night, just wanting to jump him and have wild, amazing sex, but then I can't, because he's so peaceful. I'll have to get over that. ;) He drifts off so quietly that I rarely know he's asleep - but when he is, he looks so relaxed. During the day, when we're awake and about, there's always something going through our minds. We always have expressions, even if they're blank ones, they're still there. When he's asleep, he's just completely relaxed. I've been reluctant to disturb that.

Back to the lines..

I took a call from one of my favorite clients early this morning - he's adorably sweet and I'd even venture to say devoted. He always makes me feel incredibly appreciated. There's nothing better than having someone thank you repeatedly. (Thank you love, I'm so glad you enjoyed..) After taking that call, I put myself on "Arrange Calls With Me" status, and did some more tidying up of my listings. I'm so surprised about how my perspective has changed within the past year. Most of the things I had in my listings were embarassing. But it's my own fault - when I first started out, I searched through a good 250+ of other girls advertisements, to see what they had wriiten, ignoring all from those I had sought advice from. A few girls had explained to me that writing your own eye-catching listings, focusing on what YOU like, what YOU enjoy, and what you feel are your strong points is 100% better (not to mention original) than what you think somebody wants to hear. If someone wants to find a girl who'll use 'cum' in the place of 'come,' and ebonics in their listings, they're shooting fish in a barrel. But I suppose that what you do when you're a new girl.

Aside from spring cleaning, I went through my Flirtmail inbox from last year, emailing all of my old customers I'd like to hear from again, and told them I was back. I really can't wait to hear from some of my old regulars. When I was re-reading all of the old messages they had sent me, I wished I'd never lost contact with them. It was never my intention, but it's just what happens when you fall out of it, I suppose. Hopefully a few of them are still around the site.

Aside from work, I spent the entire night with him last night. It was absolutely fantastic. He was so tired, but he wouldn't quit! ;) I'm incredibly sore today, but it was oh-SO-worth it. (Thank you baby!~) Aside from just the physical part, sleeping next to him is just amazing. Last night I cuddled right into his chest and drifted off, still in the afterglow of my final orgasm. I woke up at 7:15 this morning in his bed, and had to quietly sneak out of his place, prayiong for no one to hear me. His parents don't mind if I stay over, in fact, they've basically invited me, but it's still something I don't think they need to hear.

As he opened the door for me so I could leave, I noticed a big bruise on the side of his neck, undoubtedly caused by me. He just laughed and kissed me goodbye. Cutie. ;) I suppose that it serves him right, I have a welt the size of a fist on my forearm from last time when he was into the moment and was being rougher than he realized! I love it when that happens - he's so into what we're doing, that he doesn't know WHAT he's doing. It's just all about how it feels. If I asked him where he was at that point, I doubt he could tell me.

And if last night wasn't amazing enough, I'm being taken out for margaritas tonight! There's a cute little mexican restaurant downtown that we love, and every Monday is margarita monday. 2 for 1 drinks! The waitresses there are starting to know us by name.

Calls ALL day tomorrow, Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday. :) Still no cam, but I'm working on it.
xoxox
April

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